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🎃 Happy belated Halloween! 🎃 Keith decided to throw a Halloween party that is secretly dedicated to Kaz. And he also decided to do a fatal step back into the past... putting on his perfect mask, dressing up, and getting high. You may have already noticed, but Keith isn't a reasonable character. The things he does are often wrong and also a bit stupid (sorry, Keith XD). I think it’s logical that he couldn’t maintain his abstinence any longer after everything that’s happened.

Gab reappears, seeking to dispel his boredom. Meanwhile, Keith embarks on what may be the hardest journey of his life. This chapter was a very intense journey for myself, too. It's been a long time since I felt my own characters and story so intensely. I really hope it's noticeable. I added the full letter at the chapter's end as a small addition. Do you think Keith will stay true to his reslove? I'd be super grateful if you share your thoughts on this chapter with me. 🖤

Keith ends up stranded at his colleague Elaine's restaurant during a nighttime walk, where she unexpectedly offers her support. After all the suffering, I thought Keith would need someone who actually cheers him up a bit. Since Jurji is too cold - and for personal reasons, prefers to keep a certain distance to Keith - I used Elaine for that, just like she helped him in the old version, too. This whole theme is still very personal and emotionally difficult for me, but I also t

Keith finds out the truth about what happened to Kaz after the attack, guided by Gab. The cemetery background pics are altered photos...

Again a bit more work related stuff, to show that there's actually colleagues who'd gladly get rid of Keith. I know he has to endure a...

Keiths attempt to face his memories went horribly wrong... In this chapter I tried to focus more on the atmosphere, and to add a few more visual effects than in the old version. Gab plays a version of Kaz that Keith fears the most here, vengeful and angry. But: this is also what Keith thinks he deserves, and Gab knows that already. I'm not sure if this is really clear (as always lol), but ofc this is Gab messing with Keith, using his magic to make Keiths worst nightmares come

Gab starts to plan his game with Keith and Kaz, but his plans get interrupted by a surprising turn of events. Certainly not the most...

Back in the present time, this chapter concludes the first meeting of Keith and Gab. Keith doesn't believe anything Gab says yet, and...

Keith may have managed to escape the crime scene, and he's under Jurji's protection, but the shock deeply damages him, and he can't...

The horrible event that changed Keiths life forever, and that took Kaz away from him. Keith may have orchestrated this event, but he wasn't aware of it. He underestimated Phoebe's fixation and Kaz had to pay the price for it. This scene hurts me even after drawing it the 1000st time. =A= Compared to the first version, Keiths reaction is very different. Since he's stoned, too, he can't react properly and isn't capable of being fully aware of the situation. It was very importan

Keith has to face the slow decay of his love and starts fighting with his emotions here. I don't know if it's very visible, but Keith...

The reason for Keiths broken heart, Kaz, appears! D: Included a fangirl. Keith doesn't really want to be jealous because he doesn't want...

So the journey into the past starts here. And with this, probably the part of the story that is most known to others. Originally the...

It's certainly a great idea to have one or two drinks with trustworthy Gabor... Gabor slowly shows his abilities which will lead to a...

The fateful meeting between Keith and Gab. Despite of his mistrust, Keith agrees to have a drink with Gab in the end... he'll soon find...

Keith only knows a few ways to compensate his trauma when it's triggered. He's been in that cycle for a while already. There's also...

So Keiths problems are related to a former drug addiction which - of course - makes his job very difficult. But he manages to pull...

This chapter is about Keiths work and his bar 'Cathedral'. You may suspect what kind of problem he has... In the case someone knows the...

Keith remembers a traumatic event of his past - this chapter is just a short intro which hopefully gives a small insight into the story,...